Loner-ness

OMG, I feel like such a loner, like you’ve probs guessed from my post title.

I mean, there’s nothing wrong with me (I hope :L) and I literally have loads of friends, but because I’m in second year (Scottish school :L) we are still in a year where we pair up for stuff…  And for some reason I totally panic about that.  I mean, I have two possible choices in my small classes, and two in my big classes – I just feel that I’m a loser who is gonna end up being the only one without a partner. *SOB*

And I know I’m not supposed to worry my life away – I’m only 13!!  But I can’t help it and it just makes me feel so depressed!!  Maybe it’s because it’s not actually happened to me…  Or maybe it’s just this time of year.  On Sunday and Monday I literally cried myself to sleep!!  It’s not even that big a deal.    Hope it’s just one of these phases of mine..

Am off to look at more holidays!!  Easter – here I comeeeee!

‘xo

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